Forget the past, it's time for a new beginning!

Today is my fresh start! I have been actively paying for Weight Watchers for eons, but I haven’t actually been following the plan. I think my weight loss mindset has finally returned after a lot of stress the last two years.

I will not dwell on my past weight history today. I want to paint a clear picture of my current life. (Here goes nothing! I’m excited to finally clear the cobwebs from my brain and write. I tend to only think in numbers these days. Please forgive any grammatical errors until I'm back into the swing of things.)

I am now a 25 year old single gal living in Akron, Ohio. I moved to Akron about five days after my last blog post. My move was slightly random, and definitely quick. However, I have grown to love the city. I currently work two jobs. By day, I’m a bank teller for a community bank. By night, I’m a beverage sales specialist in a very eclectic retail store. I work an average of 45 hours a week between the two jobs.

When I moved to Akron, I was near five of my closest friends. Two years later, a couple and I remain. I have been fortunate to make some new friends, but I’m always looking for more. I am having fun dating in the city (which still feels somewhat new to me.)

I travel back to my hometown every few weekends to see my family, whom I adore. It saddens me to say that my mom passed away unexpectedly almost a year ago. My mom’s death has brought our small family even closer together. Two weeks ago we were blessed with an addition to the family! I became a first-time aunt to an adorable nephew.

I spend most of my free time these days reading personal finance blogs, the Weight Watchers message boards, and fiction. I love my Nook! I enjoy cooking more now than ever before. I attribute this to having my own kitchen.

I want to document both my mental and physical transformations. I realize how much I have changed in two years, and I slightly regret not writing about my struggles. I have more positive thoughts than negative these days which is an incredible feeling! I am proud of the fact that I've loosely maintained my weight for nearly four years.

My vision is to (eventually) share some of my past struggles like losing my mom as well as my battle with depression. I look forward to many posts about budget friendly healthy recipes. I may even include the occasional tale of my online dating adventures!

Now it’s time to face the scale! I have been weighing myself weekly for awhile, but I have not been tracking. I have been fairly mindful of my food choices and portions. I know the main reason I haven’t lost weight is because I am guilty of night binges, especially ice cream. I should know by now that I cannot keep it in my apartment. As of this morning, I weigh 182.7 pounds. I am not shocked by this number, but I accept it as a result of my contentedness. I am slightly saddened by the fact that I weigh almost seven pounds more now than when I first joined Weight Watchers on August 14, 2007. While I am sad the number is higher, I realize that I could have done much greater damage in five and a half years. Now it's just time to move forward!

My only goal for this week is to TRACK. I will track every single bite and sip that passes my lips this week. I would love to have a perfect first week on plan, but tracking everything will be a great first step.